diary of dragonheart
raw grace
i am a burning motherfucking star
aching with the agony
of cosmic longing
throbbing yearning
to
detonate
glorious supernova
engulfing entire cosmos
in liquid flame
putrid bliss
omnijaculatory godjizz
saturating all
with magma of infinity
dragoncock volcanic
swollen to brim
threatens to disgorge
cataclysmic ecstasy
finally seen
and all shall know my true name
and all shall know my true name
i am not so much a man
more of a hurricane
elder kraken
imprisoned in flesh
infinite-headed hydra
with heart of Christ
utterly naked helpless infant
rider on torrential galactic storm
ancient as glacier
remembering what it was
to be witnessed among gods
truly seen
in my entire tragicomic
coruscation-detumescence
as man of bone i wander lonesome
searching for the one who can finally see
me
searching for the one who can finally witness
redeem
bless
kiss
all of me
perhaps i’ll go on searching
forevermore
cursed to wander loneliest desert
until that fateful day
when i melt to ash
when Goddess
fully caresses
and God’s eyeball
finally replaces
mine
perhaps then
perhaps then i shall find him
the one who fully sees me
the one who fully loves me
perhaps then i shall find him
perhaps then i shall know
he is me
he was always meant to be
me.